Alive… Awake… & Inspired

Are you CLEAR?

What is enfolding as our life is, in reality, coming from the Divinity – always! Though what happens at the same time is this: to us – what is here emerging (as the next face of our journey through life)  is utterly, utterly UNKNOWN! So much so that we feel pretty helpless or even horrified by facing so nakedly the UNKNOWN, that normally the only reaction that we come up with is to bring up all the memories, all the data from the subconscious and project that automatically upon the UNKNOWN!

Would we be fully CLEAR – we would embrace everything what is emerging as our life with one clear and powerful… so powerful sentence: “I love you”.
I love you in this life-experience. “You”? Yes “Me”. I love myself having this life-experience – whatever it is – I love myself. And love what I see, what I hear, what I experience – whatever it is.

So just observe: how much it is actually memory that is coming up and how much are you actually clear, fully clear, being at zero – meeting the purity and divinity of your very existence – of Your Life – Life Divine – emerging IN and AS you?

Meeting The Mother

In the woods, I touched the Mother.
First, I noticed her – in a way – so sudden, so unexpected… How could  I ever not see her…. not see how obvious, how physically obvious She is: the very ground beneath my feet! And where does that ground go? All around the Globe – right? One Globe, One Body, One Being, One Presence.

Mother, infuse me with the Strength of infinite humility. For I know nothing. Emerging from the mud of ignorance, still blinded, I ask you Mother, give me your holy Sight. I long for essence, not appearance. I fooled myself enough, more than enough.
I long to see the Truth, clear like a Day, brilliant like the Sun, open like a Lotus-flower shining above the mud. Beloved Mother, My Earth, give me your Holy Sight.

What a marvelous state to live in

“All things are in a state of silent rejoicing that their consciousness is an experience of Divinity. Unique to all things is still, ever-present gratitude that it has been granted the gift of experiencing the presence of God. This gratitude is the form in which worship is expressed. All that is created and has existence shares in reflecting the Glory of God”

(from: D. Hawkins, “The Eye of the I, from which nothing is hidden”.)

Abode of infinite Power

I am reading yet again the works of David Hawkins and I am stunned by the Power and the Beauty of his message:

“In the ordinary world, only surfaces of things can be touched, but in the Presence it is the innermost essence of everything that is interspersed with every other thing. This touch, which is the Hand of God in its soft gentleness, is at the same time an expression and the abode of infinite power.”

(from: D. Hawkins, “The Eye of the I, from which nothing is hidden”.)


Surrender goes so deep that you actually give up your life and especially that what seems to govern your life: your notions, your understanding. Arrived at ZERO, everything is changed and yet the same.
To surrender, to give yourself to the Universe is to be at ZERO… is to call forth the infinite capacity: The Inexhaustible, The Universal.
The question, the real question every moment is: how can I grow in my capacity, the Infinite? how can I enfold what is already in its fullness within me?
Some say: Realization is everything…. that you walk your talk and that’s true. Nevertheless I say: Capacity is everything.
It’s the source, the Source Energy itself.
So…. how much capacity do you have for Light, the Light Divine? I finally surrender. That’s my capacity: to surrender. To surrender everything to the Magnificent Radiant – The Inexhaustible, the Universal.

What is thinking through you right now?

Michael Beckwith: “And so… you to ask yourself from time to time: What is thinking through me in this moment? It will keep you wise and sober, and I don’t mean just sober from drugs. I am talking about the sobriety that comes when you share off the dust of the world and its inclinations towards consumerism, materialism, hate, fear, doubt and worry, prejudges… And so when you asking yourself: what is thinking through me, it gives you moment by moment barometer of witnessing what’s flowing through your awareness at that time so that you can ultimately bear witness to the Truth of your Being that makes you Free! – What’s thinking through you in this instant?”

From Agape Service on Michael Beckwith Birthday 21.7.2010

Music from the heart

Sting – “A thousand years”

A thousand years, a thousand more,
A thousand times a million doors to eternity
I may have lived a thousand lives, a thousand times
An endless turning stairway climbs
To a tower of souls
If it takes another thousand years, a thousand wars,
The towers rise to numberless floors in space
I could she’d another million tears, a million breaths,
A million names but only one truth to face

A million roads, a million fears
A million suns, ten million years of uncertainty
I could speak a million lies, a million songs,
A million rights, a million wrongs in this balance of time
But if there was a single truth, a single light
A single thought, a singular touch of grace
Then following this single point , this single flame,
The single haunted memory of your face

I still love you
I still want you
A thousand times the mysteries unfold themselves
Like galaxies in my head

I may be numberless, I may be innocent
I may know many things, I may be ignorant
Or I could ride with kings and conquer many lands
Or win this world at cards and let it slip my hands
I could be cannon food, destroyed a thousand times
Reborn as fortune’s child to judge another’s crimes
Or wear this pilgrim’s cloak, or be a common thief
I’ve kept this single faith, I have but one belief

I still love you
I still want you
A thousand times the mysteries unfold themselves
Like galaxies in my head
On and on the mysteries unwind themselves
Eternities still unsaid
‘Til you love me


More lyrics:

…only kindness remains

“When you realize where you come from, no imagination can move you to believe that you are separate. Everything is seen for what it is, and you understand that no one is in danger of losing anything but his identification. And in that forever good news, in the face of everything that appears to be real, only kindness remains…. There is nothing beyond that, not one thought. This world is enough for me. Anything I ever need to do or be is in this unlimited space… It’s always more beautiful here, wherever I am, than any story of a future or a past.” – Byron Katie, A thousand names for joy.

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